previous post may sound/look very harsh, but that's just me.

be nice to me, and I'll be nice to you.

you crossed my limits, then you deserved the consequences.

& people who do not know the situation, please do not create your own conclusions.

every different individual has different way of showing their temper.

I don't show mine doesn't mean I can be taken advantage of.

If I'm just the happy, cheerful girl that you portray everyday, then you are wrong, so wrong.

there's a limit to everyone's patience.

mine is like BOOMZ now.

kk enough said.

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tmr's off day! ^ ^

but will be missing pubbing later with dear & colleagues! how I wish to go. but am so tired :( 

work is screwed up today. F it.

hypocrites talking in their own alien languages.

I was accused of "doing nothing". Then fine. Next time if you are the in charge, you do everything, I do nothing for you.

Fuck lehhhhh seriously. Not that I want to scold vulgarities. I'm still a student nurse, not yet a staff nurse. Of course I still need to consult in someone senior before I do anything to my patients right? Like as if I don't know anything, and not doing anything. Like WTF? If I can make my own decisions now, WTH I need to waste saliva and energy to ask you?

Nursing is not tough because of patients. It's tough because there's so many hypocrites and backstabbers around you who interferes your work. I don't see I've got problems with any other staff, except you.

Anyway, 大人不计小人过 .

There's always a villian among the many good people to ruin one's day, and I've found it.

it's so pleasant to the ears to hear people said I've slimmed down. =D

keep it up yo~~

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arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! damn pissed off !!

wasted my precious time. nbcb

PM shift yesterday, AM shift today.

I had only 4 shit hours to sleep yesterday night. Reached home, barely slept, bathed, and when I was about to step out of the house to meet that idiot for a stupid half hour dinner, he told me he came out for break already. Like wth. 

Never mind, still gave me a hell loads of shit as if I'm the one at fault.

Because I'm bathing I didn't see his message and didn't pick up his call. MY FAULT?

Fuck it man, I have to sacrifice my sleeping/rest time just to go meet him for dinner, and the dinner date was just because he was transferred to TampinesOne outlet from 5pm today.

I am already fucking tired from work, still have to entertain his shit nonsense?

& I just realised I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THE ONE GOING TO FIND HIM, ever since he started work. No matter how tired I am, I still drag my lifeless body there, and this is what I get in return lah?

Because of this he got angry. WTF.

Last Friday, he was supposed to come fetch me from work then to town for shopping. In the end? We met at Dhoby Ghaut and he was the last to reach after me and Leslie. Reason? WATCHING HPTX! Wonderful huh?

Did I get angry? NO.

Did I get into a big fuss with him? NO.

TMD, he was the one who PROMISED to come fetch me.

He is the fucktard who don't cherish this kind of stupid things.

Well, since he doesn't, I won't too. Why should I waste my precious time right?

This is called love?

Then FUCK LOVE.

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On a lighter note, i finally bought a pair of heels, for CNY & D&D. 1 buy settles both.

goodnight. am going to bed.  

Choosing the right, fitting & nice dress isn't easy.

After walking the whole town area I only managed to buy 1 dress from FEP at $48!

I guess I really need to slim down more! Even TOPSHOP & F21 has limited stuff for me. But nvm lah, good enough, at least I settle on what to wear for the 1st day.

I only left with shoes to buy! Probably going back to Ion's outlet of Neu Look to buy my heels ((:

Mummy bought contact lenses for me. Buy 2 pairs & get 2 pairs free at only $56! Mine's 1 violet, 1 grey, another 2 for enhancing eye size; brown and black each.

Happy!!

HPTX ended with only 14 episodes, short & sweet! ^ ^

&& it feels so good to be back at the ward again. Warmth welcome back by the people I know there. Feels like a big family!! I LIKE! (((((((((: 

finally, tomorrow's the last day of specialised posting ♥

Don't really like it, both OT & ED. I still prefer the ward, much peaceful ((:

But given a choice, I'll prefer ED.

We'll definitely miss our eye-candy, & AdelineSia sure knows who am talking about. Siew mai + char siew bao :P

Also, town-ing tomorrow with bf & scandal. woo manzzxzxz! can't wait! CNY goodiessssss!!!!!!!! xD

OH MY GOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

♥ JETSTAR!! Very fast service! Although it made me quite worried that the payment did not reflect immediately online yesterday. It did not harm to wait a little bit ((:

VERY EXCITED NOW PLEASE! ^ ^

Still awaiting for the hotel's confirmation! But I guess that's not as important, still got many hotels to choose from!

To Taiwan, with my lover, scandal & me! HAHAHAHAHA! 

Got my left tragus pierced today for just $4. ^ ^

Got to make payment for air tickets later! ((:

Finally the date is confirmed.. I'm flying off to Taiwan on the 19 March 2010 to the 26th!

MUAHHAHAHA SHOPPING!!

++ shopping for CNY clothes later & next week ((:

&& sold my DS!

hehehehehe. happy, though am still abit broke!! >< HAHAHA

a sense of fulfilment today ((((((:

finally manage to get myself back to slimming down!

New show really soon!

Can't wait for it to start showing! ELLA & JERRY YAN! + the little cutesy boy boy from 下一站，幸福!! oh my tian! ♥♥♥

A&E's posting is quite fun, better than OT :X

Shall start gyming tomorrow! ((:

Cut down fats before chinese new year! jiayou!